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So little of my actual life and practice is about fighting; it is absurd to write about it. Yet, I teach the art of fighting so how can I avoid the absurdity?
The art of fighting is a beautiful thing. It is art and it is endlessly intriguing. One of the things I love about it is the absolute necessity of simplicity. Complexity in fighting is out of the question. The simplest movement, the plainest idea, the shortest summary--these are all trump cards.
Recently George Xu summarized the highest level of fighting with four words!
Unmovable, Unstoppable, Unreachable, and Unliftable.
Brilliant.
It occurred to me later that these four words could be considered translations of the four primary powers in Taijiquan, peng, ji, lu, and an.
Unmovable is peng,
Unstoppable is ji,
Unreachable is lu,
and Unliftable is an.
I hesitate to say any more about it but how can I resist making fun of "the Unreachable martial artist." Unreachable means that regardless of whether the situation is wrestling or sparring, the opponent always finds themselves over extended. Unreachable is not just great yielding, it is the ability to get out of the way--by just a hair every time.
After having thought about these four words for a few weeks they now seem self-explanatory to me. I could talk about why and how a punch is unstoppable. Or put another way, why a punch can not be cleared out of the way. But suddenly we are into details better felt than talked about.
Give these four simple words some time to soak in. Simplicity is a trump card.
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Here are some links to articles I've written about peng, ji, lu, an:
A 9 year old student asked me during class the other day if I did any strength training. I did my teacher thing and screwed up one side of my face while bulging out my eye on the other, "No," I replied, "Do you do any strength training?" This kid admitted that he didn't but I could see by the way he looked at the ground that someone had been trying to breed a feeling of deficiency in this kid's head. Now we aren't talking about just any old 9 year old, this kid can walk across the room on his hands and he can do a press handstand from a straddle position on the floor. So I said, "OK, you stand in a low horse stance and I'll put all my weight on your shoulders and you try to lift me up." I leaned down on his shoulders and lifted myself up on to the very tips of my toes so that he had about 150lbs on his shoulders. He then stood up with out even a second thought, lifting me into the air. "That was easy right?" I asked. "You could lift two adults couldn't you?." "Yeah," he said, looking a little brighter. "So you're strong enough already right?" He just looked at me, unsure what to say. "Now you have to figure out how to transfer the force of your legs to your arms. That's what you need to work on." And then we got back to the two-man form we had been working on when he asked the question.
If any of my readers doubt the above anecdote I challenge you to do the experiment yourself. Find a small healthy kid, 5 to 8 years old. Show them how to do a horse stance and then try putting all your weight on their shoulders. As long as the kid's back is straight and her legs are aligned to take weight she should have no trouble lifting you up.
Why is this relevant? Why now?
On my last trip to China I wandered all over Ching Cheng Shan mountain in Sichuan. The "trails" are mostly steep stone stair cases that wind up into the clouds. If you are lazy and have a little cash, you can hire two guys to carry you up three miles of stairs in a litter made with some cloth and two bamboo poles. The guys who do the carrying all day long during the tourist season have pencil thin arms and legs. They are skinny enough to be run-way models at a fashion show. Their leg muscles do not bulge.
Likewise, I studied twice with Ye Shaolong, the second time I trained with him everyday for three months. He is probably the world's greatest master of what George Xu calls "the power-stretch." He uses low, slow expanding movements to develop explosive and suddenly recoiling power. In his 70's, Ye Shaolong is one of the skinniest people I have ever met. He has no muscle.
In my early twenties, with ambitious winds blowing, I took to standing still in a low horse stance with my arms horizontal to the ground out to the sides, for one hour. I did this everyday for a year. (20 years later, I still stand for an hour everyday but not all of it in a horse stance.) For the first few months, my thigh muscles got bigger, but then a funny thing happened. As my alignment and circulation improved, my thigh muscles, my quadriceps, started to shrink. After a year of this kind of practice my thigh muscles were smaller than they had been when I started. And by the way, I wasn't just standing, I was training at least 6 hours a day and I didn't have a driver's license so I was also riding my bicycle up steep San Francisco hills as my sole form of transportation. I'll say it again, my muscles got smaller.
Ouch! That's got to hurt
Most people who practice martial arts actually never learn this because they don't have the discipline to pass through that first gate. At the time, I was just like everyone else, I believed that I needed to improve my strength. I now understand that strength itself is an obstacle to freedom.
The internal arts of Qigong, Daoyin, Taijiquan, Baguazhang, Xingyiquan, and some of the the mixed internal-external arts like Eight Immortals Sword, all have ways of training that do not require building strength. Some Shaolin schools have these methods too. In fact, under the proper guidance of a teacher, with a natural commitment to everyday practice, anyone can use these arts to reveal their true nature. A true nature which, like that of your average 7 year old, is already very, very strong.
On this blog I have explored many justifications for the cultivation of weakness. For instance:
--it makes you more sensitive,
--you need less food (making it possible for more people to eat in times of food scarcity),
--you need less energy to exercise leaving more energy available for other pursuits,
--it's better for circulation in times of less activity (which is what we are doing most of the time anyway),
--your movement is less conditioned to a series of set responses (spontaneously agile),
--and you don't need to wear spandex.
But the number one reason for not developing strength is that healthy human beings are already strong enough. Even 5 year old children are very strong. The problem is that normal human beings have disrupted the integration of natural, untrained strength, into their everyday activities. This happens first of all in the arms, which develop both fine motor coordination and repetitive patterns, both of which leave the arms disconnected from the natural strength of the torso. Also, adult hormones, particularly male hormones, produce muscle really easily if we prime them with lots of food and reckless exercise. By reckless exercise I mean games or athletics that cause injuries. Small injuries to the legs will instantly cause a healthy male to develop big thick quads, it can happen overnight. Once these arm and leg problems are established they become habits. But natural strength doesn't go away, it's waiting for us just under the surface. The real problem, the only real problem, is the fear that we need to be strong to face life's challenges--the notion that we need strength to prevail.
The likelihood of injury from strength training, by the way, is the reason that people who do strength training have to create all sorts of schedules to "cross train" the various muscle groups. These people are now arguing that all training is actually in the recovery! Weird.
And don't get me started on core strength.... OK, it's too late. Core strength is just a marketing scheme, like Green architectural-design-dog-walking-nanny services. It just sounds good or something. It plays on peoples feelings of insecurity and guilt. There is no core that needs strengthening to begin with, but even if such a core existed, the market is saturated. Every type of movement training from Yoga to tiny-tot-tap-dancing now claims to be good for your "core."
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Like aggressive advertising, strength obscures our true nature.
Martial artists who try to develop strength are preparing themselves for some future attack, the nature of which is yet unknown. I'm not against strength, heaven knows people love it, I'm just against the argument that we need it. Anyone who says Chinese Internal Martial Arts require a person to develop strength is confused about the basic concepts.
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I'm cool with that, clinical experience should be enough to justify the ongoing medical experiment--as it is with acupuncture, homeopathy, many allopathic medications, surgical protocols and even prayer. But remember, hypnosis works extremely well to reduce swelling and relieve pain for 10% of the population. These people have an individual proclivity to being hypnotized. If you are one of those 10% you should be using hypnosis, not ice! (Check out this book for more details.)
I suppose we could rank different healing methods for how close they adhere to the gold standard of, "I don't know how it works." Some are surely better than others? Ice has been a favorite of physical therapists probably from the beginning of the profession, even before there was clinical evidence. Physical therapists seem to be quite effective at getting people up and walking after surgery, but I have to wonder if they have ever done any broad based medical studies comparing ice, massage, and "exercises" to the old fashioned cattle prod. (If there was such a study you'd have to pay $25 on-line to read it--an industry wide standard which really does wonders for the prevalence of the "I don't know" factor.)
In the late 1980's when I first got into thinking about Chinese medicine in relationship to martial arts, ice was thought to increase the likelihood of arthritis by creating "trapped cold" in the channels. One metaphor I remember went like this: Ice is like the Highway Patrol running a traffic break in order to clear an accident (slowing qi and blood flow). On the other hand, Chinese herbs (both topical and internal) are like opening up extra lanes for traffic to go around the accident while it is being cleared up (increasing qi and blood flow).
Now-a-days most of the acupuncturists I know recommend icing at regular intervals during the first 24 hours after an injury.
I asked a muscle chemistry scientist the other day what he thought. He agreed that the science is far from settled. He thought that ice applied immediately to blunt trauma on a muscle would reduce the size of the bruise because the blood vessels which were "leaking" from damage would shrink, causing the body to lose less blood during the time it takes for clotting to take effect. However in the case of overworked muscles--muscles which are in pain from fatigue-- heat would be better. Fatigued muscles do not bruise and since the muscle cells are actually damaged but not dead, they are likely to regenerate more efficiently with heat. (The cells also grow in size after being damaged so the muscles will get bigger, and I would argue they also become more single- minded.)
I asked a professional tennis coach what he thought about ice and he explained that after 4 hours of pounding on a tennis court the legs swell so much that it is necessary to take a bath in ice up to waist! This reduces the swelling and stiffness that would otherwise make it too difficult and painful to continue training, especially over the next two days.
I suppose in thinking about this stuff we could start from the assumption that the human body is either super resilient or ultra fragile. If you are working from the super resilient angle, as I did back in the days when I was doing rosho, push-hands, and sparring three nights a week, you've probably got lots of little injuries. When I finally quit I realized how injured I was, it took about 3 months to heal at which point my practice started improving fast. On the other hand, the fragile angle is the source of all whining, and I hate whining! The fragile view of human nature is the source of all victimology and worrying. When I remember that I'm not fragile, I suddenly remember that I don't need to put up with other peoples' nonsense, like boring meetings! Down with meetings!
In offering my own experience I hope I don't sound fragile. I'm cool with weakness, but wimpy is not my thing. At one point I tried putting styrofoam cups filled with water in the freezer. I would then rip off the rim so that I had a big hunk of ice with an insulated handle I could use for ice massage. After a week of ice massaging my knee I started to feel cold channels all the way down to my foot that weren't going away from day to day. So I stopped. On the other hand, when I went to see a podiatrist he explained the hunter effect. He told me it was named after a Dr. Hunter, but I have since learned that the hunter effect got its name from actual hunters. You see hunters sometimes go hunting where it is so cold that their limbs can freeze and fall off. However, when a limb gets cold for more than about 20 minutes, the size of the hunter's blood vessels increase allowing the limb to warm on the inside, even as it is getting colder on the outside. My podiatrist claimed that ice works because when you are icing the blood vessels increase in diamiter and after about 20 minutes when you stop icing the amount of blood reaching the injury increases by as much as 4 fold.
I've heard that ice is getting used to prevent both brain and heart damage in a growing range of medical emergencies. Freeze sprays are the major technological innovation that have made Mixed Martial Arts possible. Without them there would be too much blood.
Bleeding aside, the thing most of these arguments seem to agree on is that ice reduces swelling. While not everyone agrees that swelling is bad, it is natural after all, more and more sources are coming down on the swelling-is-bad side of the argument. Prolonged swelling is thought to be really bad.
While I always recommend that if you go to an expert, you follow the doctor's instructions. The jury is still out on ice, so I also recommend that you take charge of and perform your own experiments.
This was my day to blog. After teaching 5 and a half hours this morning, 3 and a half of it in the cold, two indoors, I was ready for a nap. I slept from 1pm until 5pm. Whoops that was my day to blog. Well, never fear. I have a bunch of small crunchy bits for y'all to chew on.
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I love this picture series of Liu Fengcai doing Baguazhang.
In these pictures he is emphasizing polarity in his body created by the combination of "monkey doesn't want to go to school" and "effortlessly floating the head upward." The two forces create extraordinary external wrapping of the soft tissue around the torso and the backs of the legs-- this is evident in the shape of his hands. Sweet. (The artist's sketch underneath is an unnecessary distraction, but notice he added the drawing 4th from the left which breaks several baguazhang rules. The arrows are misleading too.)
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Only Comics and Dogs Wiggle their Head!
For all the hemming and hollering I’ve heard over the years about the importance of keeping the head upright as well as contrary opinions in favor of practicing dodging and ducking with the head, I am delighted to let everyone know that the controversy was created entirely from the denial of gongfu’s theatrical origins. Here is a video of me doing an 8 part warm up that came from Kuo Lien-ying which I have been doing for 30 years. After reading Jo Riley's bookChinese Theater and the Actor in Performance. I've changed three of the movements slightly (I'll have to make a new video). I'm very sure that I've been doing the exercises slightly wrong for all these years because I was limited in my view and simply didn't understand the original instructions.
Number 2 in the series is for training the basic heroic stance and should be done with the chest lifted more than you see here.
Number 3 is the basic comic stance and should be done with the tailbone back, the belly out, the arms straighter, and the head lifted. In this position it is OK if the head wiggles because that's what comics and dogs do to show their lower statues. It's so much better this way.
Lastly the 8th stance, usually called "chin to toe," is used as a mind clearing exercise by performers back stage immediately before they perform. It should be done with the kidneys forward, not back as I've shown in the video. Thanks Jo, that tiny bit of information unlocked a lot of secrets for me. (Yes, there are secrets.)
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Disheveled and in disarray...
is a good description of all of my Daoist studies, as well as all my “progress” in martial arts. I have followed my teachers in trying to transmit brilliant structures, orders, and systemizations in my writings. However; the reality is a lopsided, languid, sometimes choppy, sometimes flowing, unwieldy beast.
Occasionally I pick up a comment saying I'm too organized. Reality doesn't fit in boxes. Thanks for pointing that out. All systemizations are also limitations. All stated orders are incomplete. The truth is always available in completely undifferentiated chaos (huntun), just waiting for you to stick your head in there and pull it out.
Occasionally I have received friendly comments here and on various forums which describe my thinking as mystical. While I realize it is silly of me to take umbrage at this, it does rub me the wrong way. I’m not personally interested in a mystical journey. I’m not declaring that everything I say is a concrete metaphor, yes, my metaphors are sometimes misty or even foggy; but I am not on a mystical journey. Sometimes looking in at something new or foreign from the outside creates a mystical feeling in the observer, that's fine, but please tell me if you think I’ve become rooted in anything less than what is absolutely real.
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Chinese Martial Arts are a treasure...
but they are a changing treasure. The Daodejing mentions three unchanging treasures, hold and preserve them!
The first is compassion. (We're talking predator drone, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, in the thick-of-it, compassion-- not moral platitudinous, bumper-sticker yoga compassion like, "Do no harm.")
The second is conservation. (No notgreenness people! I’m (in the) black and I’m proud! Business is the most effective social mechanism for conservation ever-- cut your costs, improve your efficiency-- now let excess, laziness, misty eyed romantics, hysterical greenies, and inferior products and services die.)
The third is not imagining yourself to be at the center of the world. (Duh!)
The three treasures do not lend themselves to fame, or charisma, or even claims of authorship. Each person, or family, or community, or nation, or institution can find its own way to express these treasures. But it's not hard to see why one might be inspired to live like a hermit.
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Cold! Lively!
I love being outside this time of year! When the temperature drops the surface of my body cools down, but the inside stays hot. This is an ideal condition for cultivating the Daoist elixir practice (jindan) and martial arts in general. Why? Because jing and qi differentiate more easily. Our structure, the heavy stuff we are made of, jing, is easier to feel and therefore relax because it is cold on the surface. And our qi, the activity, the motion, the animation, is more obvious on the inside. It hums and vibrates. Explosive power is more available. In stillness the qi wiggles deeper into the bones, making whatever it is you practice irreversible. People who get lazy about their practice in the winter months miss out on the best season. THE BEST!
Of all the martial arts principles in the world, Monkey Doesn't Want to go to School is the one I most easily identify with.
It also expresses how I've been feeling about sitting in front of the computer and goes a little way towards explaining why I haven't been posting a lot lately, despite a list of awesome blog ideas in my notebook.
When you try to get a monkey to go to school you can, for instance, grab him by the wrist and start pulling him up and in the direction of the door. Monkey thinks this is funny. Monkey melts his muscles and gives you his weight. Every ounce. His relaxed arm naturally integrates with the large muscles on his back, making it easy for him to unbalance you. He lengthens his spine and his tailbone down and away, as he sits into the crease at the top of his leg (his kua). He yawns....
Essentially, the same thing happens if he is in the tree when you are trying to get him to go to school. Monkey lets you grab his lower leg, while he flops his elbows and chin over a branch. When you pull his relaxed leg you help him integrate it with the big muscles on his back, and you find yourself trying to pull the whole tree.
It is a basic principle of all internal martial arts that you want to create a Monkey Doesn't Want To Go To Schoolsituation. Human being's biggest problem is that they use their arms, hand and fingers too much (OK, some of us perhaps use our mouths too much also). But it is this over reliance on the intelligence of our arms which causes a catastrophic collapse of whole body power. In order to effectively use all of one's weight, momentum, and large muscle groups, the arms have to become as stupid as the rest of our body. This is why we cultivate the principle of monkey doesn't want to go to school.
The practice of Taijqiquanpush-hands is a feminine art. Even when practiced by men, it unleashes feminine qualities. For the fun of it, we could compare it to ballet. Even though most people are familiar with a few famous male ballet dancers like Nijinsky, Nureyev, and Baryshnikov, everyone thinks of ballet as a feminine art.
The first level of practice is called "Icy Woman." At this level we develop a root so that when pushed the opponent's force is directed through our body down to the ground. As the Icy Woman's structure improves she is able to keep this rooted quality continuously during dynamic movement. If played as a game, both people will try to keep even pressure on their opponent's root. The moment the pressure is broken either partner can move to sever their opponent's root. The game can also be won root-to-root. In this case each person uses a blend of twisting, wrapping, expanding and condensing to improve the integration of their root. Root against root, the better root will win.
There are two side tracks many teachers take with the Icy Woman. The first side track is technique. 90% of the push-hands on youtube is a demonstration of this. Techniques include tricks, grappling, striking, pushing, plucking martial applications and so on. The other side track is trying to develop sensitivity. This confusion arises when an Icy Woman has a broken or ineffective structure or an inferior root, and yet still wants desperately to win. Sensitivity does not need to be developed. Sensitivity is innate, we are born with it, no assembly required. The only way to reduce sensitivity is with aggression. The Daodejing makes this point on the first page, (the concept is called wuwei).
In innocence we can feel the subtle essences.
When possessed of desire we can feel only the yearned-for manifest.
The second level of practice is called "Watery Woman." At this level it is necessary to become weak. If played as a game, the goal is to try and find some ice in your opponent. Ice is either structure or rootedness. The Watery Woman does not attempt to compete structure-against-structure nor does she try to uproot her opponent. She gives up rootedness and structure for fluid movement and weight. The Watery Woman sloshes her weight in and around her opponent, she only wins when her opponent makes a mistake--the mistake of becoming icy.
The Watery Woman is not hard to achieve, because it is also an innate human quality. Many people get stuck with the Watery Woman because they try to fall back on Icy Woman skills and techniques when they are losing. A heavier Water Woman has a huge advantage over a waifish one. A half-frozen Icy Woman can beat a half-dried Watery Woman. Being an Watery Woman is not an advantage in and of itself. One can get stuck at this level by developing very effective mixed ice and water techniques, including vibrating, bouncing, or shaking oneself. If it only moves fast, it isn't water.
When the Watery Woman becomes comfortable, lively and uninhibited-- the pleasure of the experience becomes steamy.
The third level of practice is called "Steamy Woman." At this level her body becomes cloud-like. Empty and full at the same time. When the Steamy Woman meets ice or water in her opponents she simply floats them out of the way. Her mind is not on her body at all, but all around it at play with the elements of volume, momentum, and density. Inside a steam-like feeling moves around freely without regard to purpose or concept. Like a cloud, it has no agenda. Outside the game is played by the shifts and swirls of presence.
For those of you who have been following my discussions for sometime, you will probably see the three Daoist "views" permeating the practice of push-hands: Wuwei (effortless, natural, return), Transcendence (perfection, enlightenment), and Shamanism (contracts with, or sacrifices to, powerful allies,--in this case female super hero allies.) Push-hands is a method which can be practiced using any of these views, but each view will produce a unique type fruition.
No doubt, some of my readers are thinking, "Where did you get this Woman thing from." Here, I must admit that the Chinese term I'm referring to is ren, or "human," and it has no gender. However, when George Xu, for instance, explains these three types of people, he makes the opposite mistake and calls them Ice Men, Water Men, and Steam Men. I chose to use the female pronoun because it's consistent with Daoist thinking and practice. Another key idea of the Daodejing is the centrality of our feminine nature. (Chapter 6)
The Valley Spirit is Deathless it is called the Dark Feminine.
The door of the Dark Feminine, is called the root of Heaven and Earth.
Subtle, it seems only tenuously to exist, and yet drawn upon it is inexhaustible.
I have been told there is a Fourth level, the "Void-like Woman." It is effortless, and innate, it happens automatically with a completely resolved death. Perhaps it is possible to reach this level while one is still breathing?
Below I have answered some questions that were sent to me via email about the post I wrote last week, 5 Levels of Internal Muscle Training. I love getting emails. For reference the 5 levels are:
Moving and Coordinating
Static Structure
Continuous Structure with Movement
Empty and Full at the Same Time
Whole Body Becomes a Ball
Why do the steps laid out in the "5 steps of muscular training" post seem so rigid and schematic?
You are correct that the "5 Steps" are schematic and rigid. They are part of a larger project in which I am developing ways to communicate with people who have some physical training background other than martial arts. Martial artists rarely frame what they do entirely by the muscles; However, weight-lifters, Pilates, and many athletes do frame their understanding of activity in terms of muscle development. The whole truth is a much fuzzier type of logic. I will stand by the notion that muscle training must follow the 5 level progression. However, there are many other aspects of martial development which transcend and traverse these levels. I tried to make that clear in the "notes." Also, it's always possible to go back and fill in gaps in one's development later.
At which point does one start "grounding force?"
At level 2, you practice transferring your opponent's force directly into the ground. This must be done for the entire surface of the body and with forces going in every direction. It requires the aid of a teacher or partner.
At which point in the five level progression does a person touching you--give you the feeling that his/her force is directly going to the floor through your body?
Your opponent is not doing that, you are. If I make my body very stiff and rigid, my opponent's force will move me like it would move a piece of heavy furniture. If I make my body very soft and mushy, my opponent's force will plow right through me. If there are stiff places in a soft body, they will be broken--they will not transfer force to the ground. The only way your opponent's force will go to the ground is if you direct it there (however, the process may be unconscious).
This is a common problem for students beginning level 3 training. Level 3 is essentially level 2 in continuous motion. In Aikido, for instance, this falls under "blending with the opponent." At level 3 our body has superb structural integrity but we use sensitivity to avoid ever using that structure against any direct force.
If I try to push directly on someone who has good level 3 skills they will blend (or connect) with me, move out of the way of my force, and then "position" their structure so that I have no leverage or momentum for an attack. If they are fighting they will use that "position" to injure, disarm, or throw me.
In Taijiquan, this is the continuous and spontaneous linking of the four jin: peng, ji, lu, & an. If there is a break in the execution of jin-- a sensitive opponent and a strong opponent will both be able to "find it" and exploit it.
I'm totally losing my muscular strength, as well as my weight... in your training did you experience weight loss? I'm 12 pounds less than I used to be when I started training taiji one year ago, and this is not necessarily going to stop. Teacher said, oh, you'll replace that with taiji strength, don't worry?
Did I experience weight loss? Yes, there was a period long ago where I lost some weight but not 12 lbs. Weight gain or loss can vary a lot from person to person; however, the practice of internal martial arts will make your digestion more efficient and your appetite more sensitive! Ignore this at your own peril. Many martial artists have gotten fat because they responded to improved digestion by eating more instead of less.
If you are paying attention to your appetite, you will simply want to eat less. It's also a good idea to experiment with different types of food, and different styles of cooking. I'll go even farther, if you are under 35 and having this experience, you need to learn how to cook. It's not necessary to learn how to cook with Chinese herbs, but if you are in a place where that is easy, I do recommend it. Learning how to cook any tranditional cuisine will include in-depth knowledge about ingredients and cooking methods. Without this part of the practice all that appetite sensitivity training that the Daoist tradition infused in the martial arts will be wasted.
(Of course, make sure you are not losing weight because of some disease or parasite.)
While it isn't popular to say it, you are actually getting weaker and no, it will not be replaced by strength. We don't need strength; humans are strong enough as we are. That being said, if you have a big "appetite" for movement, if you like to practice a lot, you will develop superior integration, denser bones and sinew, more efficient dynamic muscles, new types of power, and the second of Laozi's treasures: Conservation.
Training with my Chinese "uncles" is at times pretty much not funny. Sometimes I think their biggest goal is not losing face. Their understanding of cooperative training seems quite different from mine. I mean, I don't have to use muscular strength, but this Chinese man in his 60's is stiff as hell, and strong too, so the natural reaction would be to use more strength than him. I see these gentleman (and ladies as well) who have been training for years but still rely on muscular, stiff strength, and I guess they are happy like that. How should the transition from muscular strength to a more song, tongtou, strength feel? How does it work?
That's a tough one. Your question is more about intimacy than method. Intimacy and betrayal are kissing cousins. My advice? Make yourself more vulnerable. Forget about trying to learn and just hang out. The fruition of weakness is sensitivity. The fruition of stillness is freedom of movement. The fruition of not controlling the future is spontaneity. The fruition of trusting your body's "appetites" is that life no longer feels like a struggle.
My Chinese "uncles" seem to have only "success/fail" exercises. I'm not getting "learn to feel" or "get more sensitive" exercises. Am I just too un-sensitive or are they giving me inappropriate exercises for that type of development?
Another tough one. Being un-sensitive is often just using a yard stick where a micrometer is called for. Most of us have the "tools," it's just figuring out which one to use. Chinese culture is big on "Hao, Bu hao," types of learning. It's easy for someone from a Western culture to get frustrated. Remember there is no moral content, failure says nothing what-so-ever about your character, you are just doing it wrong. The more you enjoy your failures, the faster you will learn. Yes, learning methods can always be improved, sometimes you have to teach your teachers how to teach.
Yes, it is possible your "uncles" are teasing you, or patronizing you, or even intentionally screwing you up. It's possible they themselves are confused and it is also possible that they are jealousy guarding what took them decades to learn. None of that would be surprising. But honestly I don't know.
This is a description of internal martial arts from the point of view of muscles. These five levels apply to taijiquan, baguazhang, xingyiquan and (applied) qigong:
Moving and Coordinating; running, jumping, rolling, lifting, stretching, etc.
Static Structure; The ability to hold a static shape for a long period of time, and transfer force applied on any part of the body to the feet, the back or another limb.
Continuous Structure with Movement; All muscles must move in twists and spirals following the flow of the bones and ligaments. Muscles weaken and become sensitive. Force can be applied in motion at any angle from any part of the body. Force can be avoided without losing whole body integration.
Empty and Full at the Same Time; All muscle tension must be discarded along with all intention to move. Any solid concept of body structure must be discarded or melted away. Muscles function like liquid and air. (Power becomes unstoppable but unfocused and difficult to direct.)
Whole Body Becomes a Ball. Resistance training for big muscles only. Small muscles are used mainly for sensitivity and force transfer (ligament support). Muscles move only by "ten directions breathing," they move in all directions using expansion and condensation, not lengthening and shortening.
Notes:
The separation of jing and qi, which happens automatically in stillness, needs to be available in motion to enter level 4.
In order to act through a body, that body must be felt as a dream. Dreaming is not like the conscious mind. If you think about running, you are likely to stumble. In order to run, speak, or do any of these types of muscle training, you must first dream it. In order to reach level 5, levels 1 through 4 must be felt as dream. In other words, they can be done spontaneously by feeling, without thinking, or willing.
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Thoughts:
From my experience, this order is essential. Each level takes a minimum of two years training. Some internal traditions attempt to start their training at level 4 and then go back and fill in gaps in levels 1 and 2 through diligent forms practice. The attempt to fill gaps in level 3 through push-hands training. That seems like a mistake.
The quickest way to get level one skills is through rough play or dance (forms with speed and rhythm).
Level 2 can only be learned through a teacher/partner who tests your structure.
Levels 3 and 4 will be inhibited by strength training.
The key to transitioning from level 3 to level 4 is non-aggression, wuwei. Aggression is refined to perfection and then discarded. This transition probably requires working with emotionally mature partners.
Applications do not work at level 4. Period. But paradoxically, the ability to use weight and momentum improves.
The good news! Yes, it takes at least ten years (two years for each level, and a minimum of three hours everyday), but levels 2 through 5 can be practiced at any age. Levels 2 through 5 actually get easier with age because muscles become weaker and skin becomes looser!
(Someone out there is probably thinking, "you never met my grandmother." My apologies to those of you who are the offspring of an unrestrained warrior woman. Here is an alternate title for you: Pure Fighting.)
Kids have less of a filter, they often say what adults are thinking but are too reserved to say directly. In a way, the practice of Taijiquan is about trying to be less reserved. I know that sounds funny; aren't softness and weakness near synonyms for being reserved? But the goal of practicing Taijiquan is to reveal your true nature, if you are by nature reserved, than fine, but I think most people have what Freud called the id, a wild unrestrained, unrefined, spontaneous nature waiting underneath their ego.
But it's wrong to say that we are "trying" to be less reserved, it's more like we are letting go of the need to control, temporarily dropping our social guard, in order to rediscover how our body works.
One of the most popular questions kids ask, particularly about slow circular Taijiquan, is, " Can you use it in a fight?" I have 100's of posts on this blog talking about Taijiquan as a healing art, a performing art, a pantomime art, a dueling art, a wrestling art, a throwing art, a religious ritual art, a spiritual development art, a game, a form of social engagement, a tool for developing police type threat control skills, a self-defense tool, a way to deepen intimacy with oneself and others, a way of managing stress associated with overwhelming guilt, embarrassment, or fear, a mental relaxation tool, a movement meditation tool, and best of all, a way of revealing our true nature--the way things actually are.
But I would be remiss if I did not occasionally address the Pure Fighting aspects of Taijiquan. (I believe you can practice in all these ways simultaneously, especially if you set aside a lot of time for it, but it's just as beautiful to choose just one of these ways of practice. If you don't care about Pure Fighting, that's great! It is not important. Really if you want to do something to reduce your chances of ending up in the hospital, wearing reflective clothing while crossing the street is a much better use of your efforts than studying martial arts! Please skip the rest of this post and plug one of the phrases from the last paragraph into the search box!)
Pure fighting requires discarding restraint. As an act of necessity it requires being truly wild yet totally committed. Pure fighting presumes (and this is a huge and difficult presumption to make) that all the moral or psychological restraint one may possess has been discarded. (Can you tell I'm a big fan of horror movies?)
For Taijiquan to "work" as a pure fighting training system it must be "practiced without pretense" (the first precept of religious Daoism). I say this because it is very easy to fall into bad habits when practicing with a partner. Push-hands (tuishou) is the most common two person exercise people use to practice taijiquan. There is a school of Push-hands which has popularized the expression, "Invest in Loss." This is absurd, ironic, and also wrong. They mean that if you practice loosing for a while, you will eventually figure out what your partner is doing and start winning. This is a fools errand.
To train for pure fighting you must completely discard the notion of winning. In pure fighting you must be capable of vanquishing multiple threats who are bigger stronger and have longer arms. In fact, you have to assume that every attack is a potential sacrifice move, meaning the threat is risking everything in order to either, strike you in a vital area, knock you into something hard, get you on the hard ground, or make you vulnerable to one of the other attackers. Sacrifice moves work, but martial artists don't usually train them because the risk is too high; however, dangerous people can and do use them.
All this while remaining light-hearted, good-natured, and lovable. All this without becoming possessed by aggression.
The possibility of our art becoming a fantasy is ever present. For instance, one cliche I hear batted around is that in order to learn fighting you must practice with a non-cooperative partner. That is a sure way to create pretense. In order to train for pure fighting your partners must be supremely cooperative. They must expose all your errors to the light of day.
So now that I've gotten all that out of the way, we can talk about push-hands. Obviously push-hands can be practiced for one or all of the reasons I listed above in the third paragraph of this post, but I'm talking about push-hands as training for pure fighting. Of course, I'm only scratching the surface of this subject.
There are an enormous number of push-hands conventions, or rule sets. Each one trains different things. If you fail to acknowledge this you will train yourself for a fantasy. For instance, there is a convention that if your partner moves their foot at all, they have lost. In the convention, moving your foot is a stand in for being knocked to the ground. In order to not make this convention a fantasy, you have to sometimes practice it all the way to the ground. In a pure fighting situation moving your foot doesn't matter very much, as long as you can see where you are moving your foot. And for this reason, in a Pure Fighting situation, moving forwards is often better than moving backwards. (With multiple opponents, moving backwards exposes you to being tripped by an opponent on the ground.)
However if you step forward or lean forward without first finding an opening, your partner must show you that you can be struck; usually with an elbow strike, a slap to the head, or a hand on the neck or spine. In training this doesn't have to injure your opponent, but it must convince them that they have made themselves vulnerable to damage. Of course, in a Pure Fight, you can still continue to fight with some damage, so be careful not to presume that one strike is enough (but if you know how to chop, a chop to the back of the neck will sever the vertebra). Similarly, if your opponent over extends, you must show them that you can dislocate their shoulder (cai). If your opponent leans in, you have to presume they are willing to sacrifice. You have to presume that they are willing to take a strike to the head in order to strike you with their head, or wrap their arms around you and break your spine. A partner leaning in with momentum, like a sumo wrestler, must be struck. So in Pure Fighting training the better you get, the less you lean.
Tabby Cat actually had the audacity to say Taijiquan doesn't use strikes. He says it isn't a striking system. Look Tabby, in Taijiquan we fight using a ball, like a cat. We don't point strike, or line strike, as Wang Xiangzhai put it, our "intent stays spherical." This is because allowing our intent to come to a point, a line, an arc, or a ring will leave an opening. But that doesn't mean we don't strike. Every movement in the Taijiquan form is a potential strike. Period. (Jianghu commented on that the same post.)
With multiple opponents, grappling is only used for sudden joint breaks. You can damage and throw your opponent in less time and with less effort than it takes to seize and throw them. In a Pure Fight you don't try to get your opponent to submit. While it is always possible that a Pure Fight could happen in the shower or on the beach, chances are you and your opponents will be wearing strong clothes. Grabbing or yanking clothing can be very effective, but it is not grappling. Grappling gives the advantage to the bigger fighter. Grappling in a multiple person fight leaves you vulnerable.
Now check out this video from the 60's. They are training for a game, not Pure Fighting. Watch at the end when the "loser" demonstrates how easy it is to get Stan Israel (the big guy) in a headlock. Striking the neck would have been even easier.
Now jump ahead 40 years and watch Stan Israel's student Mario Napoli sweep away all the competition at an International Competition in the "birth place" of Taijiquan, Chen Village.
My hat is off to Mario Napoli. Shirts off too! A beautiful performance. "Jiayou" America! That must have been a load of fun. But what did we learn? First of all, the competition doesn't look very good. Why? Perhaps the old masters in China are too secretive. Perhaps the highest levels of internal training never existed in Chen Village. Perhaps the higher level masters had all left for Shanghai and Beijing by 1920. It's pretty hard to avoid the conclusion that the training in New York has been better and more consistent over the last 40 years than it has been in Chen Village.
I don't blame Napoli for this, obviously Chen Village set the rules. He played the game and he played it well, but that rule-set doesn't look like push-hands. It appears to give the advantage to the thicker competitor. Having long arms and legs is a disadvantage because you aren't allowed to slap, kick, or strike. It looks a lot like Sumo. Don't get me wrong, I love Sumo, especially "Skinny Sumo," but nearly everything they do seems like the opposite of what a Pure Fight form of push-hands would train. If they were to put on Gi's, would they all lose to Judo guys? How would a couple of college Greco-Roman wrestlers do with this rule-set. I'm betting pretty good.
Despite my mellow temperament and fun loving, parlor game, deepen your intimacy approach to push-hands. I've never lost sight of the Pure Fight. Among my teachers George Xu, particularly, has never let me loose sight of it. On the other hand, despite the fact that this is a really long post that took me all morning to write, I care a lot more about dancing than I do about push-hands.
I've never been to a push-hands competition (or a Pure Fight for that matter!), but I wonder if there is a rule-set that would make me happier. Would disqualifying a competitor for grabbing, or leaning, or taking a step back, or losing their frame make a more interesting game? That would be giving a whole lot of power to the judges wouldn't it?
I stubbornly believe it is possible to create a push-hands milieu where everyone agrees that the fruition of competition is to set everyone free by revealing our true nature-- through the cultivation of weakness. Training for Pure Fighting, does not require aggression, it does not require us to give up even an sliver of our true nature.
Oh well, it's a good thing we have so many fun things to try.