09.30.07

Walking #4

Posted in Health, Martial Arts, History, teaching at 2:53 pm by Scott P. Phillips

It’s been a busy weekend but I’ve been reading this interview with Wang Xiangzai that “adz” sent me. It’s from the 1940’s and really captures Wang’s voice like nothing else I’ve read. He riled people up in a good way. Check it out. If anyone knows the Chinese for “…intuitively perceiving the peristalsis of the whole body,” I’d like to know the characters.

Here is my “Dao of the Day”: We don’t know how humans can walk on two feet.

Birds can walk on two feet but they have huge feet relative to the size and weight of their bodies. Humans have at least six different mechanisms which allow us to balance, a few of which we understand, like fluid in our ears. But basically walking on two feet is still a mystery. When my students are trying to learn something new that seems difficult I remind them that they have already mastered walking, and that’s a skill way beyond anything I can teach.

09.28.07

Irreversibility

Posted in Qigong, Health, Daoism, Qi Jocks at 1:32 pm by Scott P. Phillips

Kitchen GodThe reason for discipline is to make a practice irreversible.

There is a gongfu rule of thumb, “one day missed, ten days lost.” If you start a practice and miss a few days of practice right at the beginning, you basically lose your momentum and have to start over. If you learn something new and don’t practice it the next day, it is usually lost by the third day, you’ll have to re-learn it. If you have been practicing everyday for nine months and you miss three days of practice, you’ve basically set yourself back a month.

Chinese martial arts work by momentum, that is why discipline is so important. In English we often say, “Practice it until it becomes second nature.” This is a similar idea.

Problems arise when we don’t really understand why we are doing a particular practice. Kinesthetic learning often starts out with a method that is supposed to reveal some type of fruition over time. Once the fruition is revealed it can be integrated into everything we do. Sometimes this means we can drop the method. Sometimes the method is itself part of the fruition.

Kitchen GodFor example, the Kitchen God lives over the stove in Chinese homes. He represents an irreversible commitment to keep the house clean. The method is cleaning on a regular schedule. When cleaning becomes “second nature” the method can become more spontaneous, but it can’t really be dropped. The fruition is living in a cleaner, simpler, healthier environment, where things are easy to find, easy to store, and easy to get rid of.

But discipline itself is a hook with out a worm. If the fruition does not reveal itself, or if the fruition we thought we were going to get doesn’t materialize, the experiment is a failure–the discipline should be dropped. With kinesthetic practices expect to have a clear idea what fruition will eventually become irreversible after about two months. It sometimes takes a little longer to get the idea. A method can easily take two years to truly become irreversible but you should know long before that what the method is doing and how it is changing you.

Kitchen GodMost Daoist inspired methods reveal something about your true nature. Often it is an appetite of some kind. The most obvious example is that sitting or standing practices reveal an appetite for stillness. After about two years of discipline your appetite should be strong enough to direct your practice, rigid or militaristic discipline will actually hold you back. I know my morning standing practice is irreversible because if some anomaly or emergency disrupts my practice, the rest of the day I feel myself being pulled toward stillness–At the end of the day I jump into bed and savor the thought of waking up to my practice.

The rule of thumb is this: We are doing experiments which reveal our true nature; we are not signing up for self-improvement.

09.27.07

Zhang Sanfeng

Posted in Martial Arts, Taijiquan, History, Weakness, Daoism at 7:35 pm by Scott P. Phillips

I’ve been weeding around for a standard translation of the Zhang Sanfeng Taijiquan creation story. Every book or website seems to tell the tale a little bit differently.

Let’s try this one:

Zhang Sanfeng’s family came from Dragon Tiger Mountain (Longhushan). Sometime around the end of the Song Dynasty(960-1279 CE) he passed the Imperial exam and worked for the government. He learned some Shaolin and some jindan (meditation). The Mongols invaded, there was war and a new Yuan Dynasty(1279-1368). Side stepping the turmoil and chaos he went off to live on Wudang mountain.

One day he saw a crane and a snake fighting. Each used different natural styles of movement to yield and attack, but neither the snake nor the crane got hurt. That night he had a dream in which the deity Xuanwu appeared and taught him a way of moving. When he awoke he began practicing what Xuanwu had taught him. Sometime later he was attacked by 100 bandits and using his new practice was able to defeat them all. He lived for over 200 years and his practice eventually became known as Taijiquan.

What does this mean?

The Zhang family residence at Dragon Tiger mountain was the home of the Tianshi, the head priest of Religious Daoism. The name Sanfeng means “three mountains” and most likely means he was a member of an inner alchemy jindan lineage. Lineage names are picked from a secret poem, so people in the same lineage of the same generation sometimes have the same name. Either he really lived for 200 years or was several different people from the same generation within a Daoist lineage.

The last part of Zhang Sanfeng’s life corresponds with the founding of the Ming Dynasty (1368-1644 CE). At that time the Tianshi, the most important religious leader in the country, went into a nine year retreat on Dragon Tiger mountain for the purpose of teaching the God Xuanwu, to be the head deity of the Chinese pantheon of gods. At the end of the nine years Xuanwu was promoted to the seat at the North Star and given the title Zhenwu, the Perfected Warrior. This god was promoted at the request of the first Ming Emperor who had made many sacrifices to Xuanwu (Mysterious/Dark War God) during the years he battled the armies of the previous Yuan Dynasty.

The snake uses wave action, rolling from one one end to the other. The Crane uses opening and closing, drawing in toward the center and pushing out toward the periphery. Zhang lived in a natural setting and practiced Daoist Dreaming. This is the practice of weaving Night and Day seamlessly together. His experiences during the day drifted into his dreams, and his dream body became his waking body.

Infants do not know if they are awake or asleep and they can spend hours playing with their internal organs. To the infant what is inside has no name and what is outside has no name. This undifferentiated state has a name in Chinese: Taiji.

The art of Taijiquan is a guide to weaving our day into our dreams and the unbounded movement of our dream bodies into our waking bodies.

The two Zhang’s (Sanfeng and the Tianshi) were on the same mountain, hanging with the same god as he went through a transformation. In Daoism they are called seed people because they carry knowledge from previous eras and make it relevant in the present.

09.26.07

Why Create a Martial Art?

Posted in Fighting, Martial Arts, Taijiquan, History, Daoism at 1:27 pm by Scott P. Phillips

I just wrote a long response to José de Freitas whose comment at the end of the New Students post is worth reading. It raises the very difficult and multi-layered question of why and how Chinese martial arts were created. To answer it adequately requires knowledge of Chinese history, religion, language (my weakness), and martial arts.

Here is an excerpt of my response to stimulate your appetite:

It might make more sense to argue that Chinese Martial Arts were created to promote the idea of universal responsibility. In a world with no aristocracy and no warrior class, it is the citizen-merchant-farmer who must be prepared to defend the nation, the family, and the internal social order. (Notice I did not include self-defense, which did not exist as an excuse for fighting in Chinese history.)

I absolutely love this question. If we look at all the individual and wildly diverse Chinese martial arts and all the individual and wildly diverse motivations people have for training in them–and try to work backwards to explain why they were created; it is a mighty tough task. What were the social milieus that inspired and supported the invention of Chinese martial arts? Do they exist in any form today?

I have commented in previous posts that there are quite a few books these days which assert that martial arts were created and preserved exclusively by people who had martial arts jobs. However; many martial arts creation stories talk about someone wandering out of the wilderness, or dreaming a dream, or finding a secret text. I find it hard to believe that these are just silly stories. It is more likely that they are summaries of a longer, more complex story. So in the next day or so I will take on the Taijiquan creation story.

09.25.07

Daoist Ritual Standing

Posted in Qigong, Martial Arts, Taijiquan, History, Daoism, Qi Jocks at 1:30 pm by Scott P. Phillips

Zhen WuDaoism has always maintained its roots to the shamanic and ecstatic worlds and at the same time used them do distinguish itself. Orthodox Daoist’s do not practice any martial arts yet Daoists use swords in ritual dance and summon demon armies.

Ancient martial arts traditions are surely an important influence in the development of Daoism, and Daoism has continued to spin-off inspirations for martial arts. I have a bunch of posts dealing with this that I’m working on, but let me start by addressing an interesting quote that “adz” left in the comments sections of my posts on standing.

For me standing is a very active practice (as bizarre as that sounds to some folk). There are so many different aspects that can be worked, but Yao ZhongXun has already said it much better than what I ever could:“Training of the mind alone is not Yiquan as is not physical practice alone. The two must be combined. The essence can only be cultivated by integration of the mind and body. Visualization or mental imagery must be employed in relaxed standing (Zhan Zhuang) to direct an integrated neuromuscular coordination that results in a whole-body response. Kinesthetic perception of the internal/external opposing force pairs (Zheng Li) and internal isometrics is developed to seek, sense, experience, cultivate, understand and master the whole-body balanced force (Hun Yuan Li).”

This secular attempt to describe jindan (the golden elixir meditation) runs into the same problems Mantak Chia did.

In Taijiquan it is standard to learn “peng ji lu and an” as four separate internal changes and then put them together in a seamless circular motion. The circles then become smaller and smaller. In Xingyi a very similar method is used in, for instance, the metal element to create cutting movement which resembles a forward moving skill-saw-blade.

Wang Xiangzai, the founder of the Yiquan system mentioned above in the quote, may have developed his method from Xingyi. One practice we do in Yiquan is to stand like we are holding a tree. We then move the imaginary tree imperceptibly up-down, left-right, forward-back, and inward-outward. Like taijiquan, this individual training eventually becomes a seamless movement and what starts as small circles becomes smaller and smaller until we can integrate these small circles into our larger movements. We then have power in all directions.
It is a stretch to call this meditation or standing still, no? My friend was joking that it is meditation for people with Attention Deficit Disorder (A.D.D.).

(Here I go digging myself a whole so deep I can’t possibly dig myself out in one post.)

In Acupuncture we call the first needle, “calling the qi to order.” In Daoist ritual the first act is also called, “calling the qi to order.” To call the qi to order one must first invoke the Perfected Warrior, Zhen Wu. This is done by standing still using the physicality of the method described above. It is a totally ready stance–able to instantaneously issue force in all directions.

But Zhen Wu is not just a physicality, he is a whole way of seeing the world, and he is the first stage in the practice of jindan (golden elixir) (Daoist ritual was totally integrated into a solo meditation system during the Tang Dynasty, 600 CE.)

Zhen Wu is visualized in his armor with skin like the night sky drawing inward, chain and Zhenwu's retreat on Wudang Mountian silk is woven into his hair. He has bare feet and he is energetically on the edge of his seat. Think of him as holding a sword in one hand, without a sheath, the tip of the blade is dragging on the ground. He is the embodiment of the taijiquan concept song (or sung, let go, sink) he is utterly fearless, the god of nothing-to-lose.

This is stage one. Don’t get me wrong, stage one is cool. But these secularists have no way to deal with stage two, and no coherent explanation of fruition. (Perhaps we should have an old-folks home especially for people who can issue power in all directions at once.)

image from Daoist Center

09.24.07

Cotton Fist

Posted in Fighting, Martial Arts at 12:11 pm by Scott P. Phillips

Back in the day, George Xu told me a story about a Cotton Fist (Mianquan) master in Shanghai who was pretty tough. He used to carry a short 10 inch long staff, maybe two inches thick with metal at one end.  Whenever he was challenged or about to get in a fight he would pull the staff out of his belt loop and use it to hit himself very quickly all over the surface of his body.  His challengers always backed down, ran away or apologized.  No one ever believed they could hit him as hard as he had just hit himself!

Now my readers know that I’m not a big fan of conditioning, but heck, that’s just cool.

I’ve never studied this system but my understanding is that they cultivate cotton on the outside, steel on the inside.  However, that doesn’t really explain the incredible conditioning does it?

09.23.07

Eastern Promises

Posted in Fighting at 6:05 pm by Scott P. Phillips

I just saw the new David Cronenberg film Eastern Promises and it’s good.

I live in a Russian Mafia neighborhood in San Francisco so it felt like home.

The Bathhouse fight is great, two wrestler types with full body leather armor and carpet knives against a slippery naked man on ceramic tile.  The scene plays like a dig on Mixed Martial Arts.

He gets cut right away and yet fights on, no defensive maneuvers here.

09.21.07

Taijiquan and Death

Posted in Health, Taijiquan, History, Weakness, Daoism, Books at 11:29 am by Scott P. Phillips

Spirit Keeper Funeral UrnToday is Yom Kippur.

It is traditional to greet people with the saying, “May you be sealed in the Book of Life for a Good Year.”

Chinese and Jewish traditions both use the same metaphor to think about human conduct. Once a year our actions are recorded in a book and that book contains both a tali of our meritorious acts and records our fate for the up coming year. Our actions throughout our life have a cumulative effect.

In the Chinese tradition when we die our actions during our lives continue to effect the living after we have died. Ideally, we simply become a supportive ancestor for our descendants. But it is also possible that we pass on bad habits, strange quirks, or even vendettas.

The residue of our inappropriate conduct during our lives is called unresolved qi. It becomes the responsibility of our descendants to resolve this qi for us if we leave it floating around after we have died. One way this is done is by offering incense and sacrifice to ancestors. This is mandatory for Chinese people.

The resolution of unresolved qi can also be achieved through appropriate conduct. For example if we brake a bad habit like quiting smoking, or start a good one like keeping the kitchen really clean.

Taijiquan clearly falls into this category. It is a positive social practice, it keeps people in good health, and it improves the efficiency of our movement so that we aren’t wasting qi. Central to the practice of taijiquan is the exploration of wuwei: variously translated–not doing, non-aggression, or “like water it does nothing, yet leaves nothing unnourished.”

Taijiquan is the practice of easily bringing things to completion, it is practice for dying a complete death. A death in which the only legacy we leave behind is unconditional support for the living.

09.20.07

New Students

Posted in Qigong, Weakness at 10:17 am by Scott P. Phillips

I live and teach in San Francisco in a well sheltered park which is an old stone quarry.  For the whole summer there have been three large crows hanging out in the park every morning.

About two weeks ago two peregrine falcons showed up in the park and have been make a sport of dive-bombing the crows.  The crows squawk and shift around but they don’t seem to have been injured.

One day while I was standing still a squirrel jumped over my foot as an escape route from one of the falcons.  Another morning I was standing still on one foot with my arms up and both falcons swooped me head on, I had to pull my arms back suddenly.

Today the crows were fighting back.  Wherever the falcons landed the crows would perch next to them and squawk.  The falcons were screaming back at them.  Quite a lot can happen during meditation.

The predator, whether falcon, cat, or bear, is so naturally aggressive that its aggression is totally effortless.  This is the quality we are trying to emulate.

09.19.07

Standing for Weakness

Posted in Qigong, Fighting, Health, Martial Arts, Weakness, Daoism, Qi Jocks at 2:37 pm by Scott P. Phillips

Is standing meditation practice good for posture and alighnment?

Here are the two main theories:

  1. As soon as we attempt to hold still tension begins arising in locations where our alignment is inefficient.   If we can apply that information, we can improve our alignment.
  2. Circulation does not stop when we hold still so locations with poor circulation quickly become apparent.  Slight changes in alignment at these locations may improve circulation, which could be considered an improvement in alignment.

If you do standing practice without correcting your alignment, your muscle tension will actually increase.  It is a slow and painful way to build muscle, and not very effective I might add.  However if you are constantly fiddling with your alignment you will become more and more contorted and unstable, that’s a big mistake.

Practicing internal martial arts correctly means accepting our natural weakness.  Being weak is o.k.  It certainly doesn’t inhibit fighting if that is what you like to do.Most fighting systems agree that the ability to relax is valuable because if you are relaxed it’s easy to change.  Generally fighting systems prefer strength and conditioning with their relaxation.  The influence of Daoist precepts and conduct practices on the internal martial arts is most apparent in their rejection of strength and conditioning.

Correct standing practice makes us weak and sensitive and thus more prone to injury.  The type of rest that we get from standing meditation has some healing effects.  Most likely those effects are do to the improvement in circulation which supplies nutrients and replaces damaged tissues.  Standing heals the little tiny injuries which otherwise would restrict our breathing and degrade our alignment.  But honestly, slow gentle practice and plenty of sleep will do the same thing.

But…if you like to play rough on a regular basis, (and many of us do) standing will repair those little injuries that would otherwise tend to pile up.  Any improvement in alignment also improves power.  But from a Daoist point of view all you are doing is re-establishing what is normal.  It is normal to play rough.  It is normal to heal.  It is normal to have access to highly efficient movement.  It is normal to just stand still and do nothing.  It is normal to be weak.

09.18.07

Standing the Hype

Posted in Qigong, Health, Weakness, Daoism, Qi Jocks at 11:36 am by Scott P. Phillips

I think the main reason some Internal Martial Artists don’t do standing meditation practice is because of the preposterous hype surrounding it. You know what I’m talking about:

“Use your intentions to draw-in the Qi of heaven and the Qi earth and mix them in your lower dantian (cinnabar field).”

“The qi you store in your lower dantian can be used to heal all illnesses, physical ailment and emotional imbalances.”

“If you practice standing still for an hour everyday without fail, the qi you cultivate will slowly build until you have enough of it to blast swarthy martial opponents across the room.”

Please, could we get an English translation? Because my inner-high-school-science-teacher is getting a cramp from laughing too hard.

Standing still for an hour or so is the best way to measure whether or not you are:

  1. Getting enough sleep
  2. Getting enough rest
  3. Eating the right amount and types of food relative to the amount and types of exercise you are doing.

If you have not been doing these things well over the last 3 to 5 days, an hour of standing meditation will be extremely difficult.

That’s it, that’s my translation! The qi of heaven means fresh air and good ideas. The qi of earth means food, rest and sleep.

To cultivate qi means to monitor and adjust your conduct and habits so that your appetites are responsive, dynamic, and easy to satisfy.

Tomorrow: Does standing practice have any direct healing properties? How? For whom?

Side Note: Soup is good food, and this is an internet miracle.

09.17.07

Sleep

Posted in Qigong, Health, Martial Arts, Taijiquan, Weakness at 1:31 pm by Scott P. Phillips

Getting enough sleep is one thing. Consistently sleeping until you are not tired is another thing entirely.

Everyone knows that if you exercise well, you tend to sleep well. Unfortunately exercise can be overdone. If you regularly begin your practice at night after you are already tired you run the risk of giving yourself insomnia; tapping into that deadly “second wind,” and depleting your yuan qi.

Each internal organ has two basic ways of moving, the generative and the re-generative. For example the liver uses jelly-fish-like movement to distribute blood out to the muscles when it is in the active generative cycle. When you get a good night’s sleep blood draws towards the liver and it swells up. During the re-generative cycle the muscles need less blood.

In addition to the quality of its movement, the shape or tone of an organ is indicative of its functioning.

Internal Training

The first level of internal martial arts is usually try to do nothing internal so that you can just relax. The second level involves feeling the internal organs moving but do nothing with them. At the third level, we connect the movement of the organs to the movement of the limbs, head and torso. All three levels are actually infinite; we never stop practicing them.

All three of these practices tend to involve changes to the movement, shape and tone of the organs. When this happens it can trigger a need to return to the re-generative cycle. In other words, sometimes an hour of no-sweat Taijiquan at 8 AM can leave us wanting to get back into bed.

This can happen even if you are getting enough sleep because an individual organ may be in the process of changing. Hopefully the internal practice is improving the organ’s efficiency (but as we age it is certain that eventually our organs will start to fail). When we resist the urge to sleep, we are resiting the process of re-generation.

Don’t Short Change the Organs!

Whenever the seasons change or you change your internal practice, your internal organs will need a new type of sleep and rest.

If you still feel groggy after 10 hours of sleep it is because one or more of your internal organs didn’t get the kind of sleep (think: shape/movement/tone) that it needed.

Note: Stillness and other “resting” practices move and shape the organs in different ways than sleep and activity. Rest, sleep, food and exercise are all indispensable

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